been a while...few changes

Hey folks....

Sorry I've been gone so long. Alot has been going on.....

First, my mother's cancer has returned and it has spread through her body. Its affecting her thought processes and the things she says. She's so skinny....its tough to be at home with her. I mean, there are family members there.....but I don't feel comfortable. I miss my mama.....I am holding it together....but only by a string.

D and I had a come to Jesus talk and we've decided that it is best if we let each other heal. Its not gonna work for me or him....we're still friends...

I remeet a guy. We'll call him O. O and I met years and years ago. We lost touch and then reconnected. I really enjoy talking to him....admittedly more than I thought I would. I think he's one of the coolest guys I've conversated with in a long time....I just had to open up a bit and allow him in. Granted, I'm still closed...but we've shared a kiss.....several.....and all of them were.....whew.......

Tomorrow I hit Mexico. Pray for me. More blogs later