Quite a few things have gone on since I've last blogged
July 25th - My mother lost her battle with colon cancer and died at 11:47am. It was heart wrenching, I was by her side when she took her last breath. She did not wanna die in the hospital and so she died at home, in her bed surrounded by her children and her husband. I miss her so badly...I still look for her to call me at times. I miss her cooking, her smell, her lipstick on my face after she gives me a kiss....its hard....its real hard folks.
In the world of my men only two exist: O and L....
O and I are still carrying on regular conversations. I really care about him....hell I love him....but I don't know if I can fall in love with him anymore. The way he did me on my birthday....i still haven't really forgiven. Besides, he enjoys being single...who am I to take that from him. At the same time...I'd be a fool to wait.....
L and I met face to face about a month or so ago. He's a great guy...I really like him alot....but I'm not trying to get attached to him....not working too well for me though.
I'm working OB nights....somebody else needs the computer.