Friday, November 20, 2009


Well a few things have happened since my last post.

I did not pass my board exam. I was more pissed at myself than sad. I'm studying for it again. I know I will pass.

I am still dating Y. Again, I dunno how serious this will become but I do like him quite a bit.

I really do miss my mom. Its thanksgiving and I have alot to be thankful for....just hard to put it into words right now

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Been a while....if anyone is still reading....

Hello to all......or anyone who still reads this.

Well the last post I put up was about my mother, O and L.....

Since mama's death, things have been rough for me. I mean I function in clinic and smile and all that shit.....but I think of her everyday. All the time. I miss her alot. I sometimes go and smell a jacket of hers that I have. Never notice things like that until you don't have them around anymore. The holidays are approaching and if I had it my way, I would sleep through the entire time. I have gotten several invitations to come to people's homes to eat, but I don't know if I can fake it that much. As of right now I plan to cook for myself and stay in my apartment.

O and I stopped the romance and are strictly friends now

L ....we're over. The day after my boards he informed me that he couldn't deal with the possibility of me leaving and going someplace else for residency. Afterwards he stood me up at several things he promised to be at just as a friend. I can do bad by myself, so I haven't talked to him. He has texted and IMed me several times, but I just don't have anything to say.

Y.....This is a new guy to the blog, but I've known him for years. I used to date a frat brother of his, but it wasn't very serious.....ok, it was just sex. Anyway, when Y and I met, we didn't really get along. A few weeks ago though we started talked via IM and decided to go out on a date. To my surprise, some sparks few. So he and I have been seeing each other for a while now. He's not an official boyfriend, but I don't plan on entertaining other people for right now.

As I said, I took my board exam on Oct 23rd. I don't have my score yet, but I think I passed. I walked out feeling like I passed and the doubt that I presently have is due to nerves. I just need to see PASS. I don't really care about the score.

Residency interviews have begun. I have 5, 2 of which I've already attended. Next one is at the end of the month.

Well I hope this update filled you all in. Please feel free to comment. Talk to you all soon